So remember when I typed about allowing feelings, emotions and thoughts sink in before I explode. Yep! mini-annoyed-meltdown.
This is the only way to express myself at the moment. I refuse to ball like a baby. I just can’t believe things. Like..I’m at a moment in my life where I can’t complain about my job now..so I feel content.. social life..its ok, could be better… But that insecurity about people seems to creep up at me like a sneaky devil on halloween. ugh! yeah i’ll admit I’m overreacting… but I just let this stay a float. Makes me sick! ugh! End. Rant.
It’s been awhile since I’ve written anything..or blogged..or shared a poem that I’ve written. But I think I need to atm to vent out my heart. I’m not sad, angry or depressed.. but I tend to let all my feelings and thoughts sink in with no release. so hear it goes..
The release of a “good cry,” untangles my heart. If its a knot of emotions that I just can’t describe or express out by a scream..they ease up just by one or 10 solid tears. -Mariana Carrillo
ok..ok.. i need to vent a lil. Some people…I don’t normally let it affect me. But don’t tell me one thing and then change you answer like last minute. Don’t agree to something and then be like some other story. Believe me I know “all of the signs” of being a used friend. just sayin’ I don’t play that game anymore. ok.. end rant.